xoxo
ANYWAY-ZA how have my friendly fellow lj-ers been? mugging for the o's and hatin'? or lovin' every minute of the glorious turning point in your life tt will make you a young adult? well i've got a bit of both I have to say.. not the-glorious-turning-point-of-my-life shit but the THIS-IS-THE-LAST-YEAR. it isn't that big deal time in my life but.. uh.. yay? i'm free? no more blue uniform :( BUT tt's not the point. the point is this examination thing is driving me nuts! i'm like isolated from the world! all i do i study, eat, use the washroom, play with my phone, text people 247, study, study, study.. ugh. and the most exciting thing is tt not 50% of the stuffs i study are actually tested:( boohoo but yea just like tt.. i'm lazy to write more.. MAJIDE! hehehe
anw enuf of boring school-omg-i-had-my-paper-today-and-its-l
okay so back to wad i was doing.. i went home hopped to the gym fr an hour and went swimming.. and then on the computa [obviously or why would i be typing shit here] so ya.. tt's all..
OMG i just came back from dinner ya'll and i encountered this fucking lao zar boh la.. fucker you know, we wne to eat at MAcpherson food centre and like my mom and i found a clean empty table and decided to sit there and shit. and i was standing behind the chair i wanted to sit on [like my legs were kinda touching the chair edge] and fucking guess wad? this fucking bitch just assbumped my leg away and lay her fat assss on tt chair! and duh, i was pissed off and like i shouted 'FUCKING BITCH' and she just sat there and acted like i wasnt there.. then the husband of hers came and apologised and decides to share the table. FUCK YOU. I WANT THE TABLE TO MYSELF AND IM NOT SHARING IT WITH TT UNCIVILISED BITCH OF YOURS. obviously i didnt say tt la.. but i cursed hell alot.. i really wanted to kick her ass off the chair and asked to go away la.. but i doubt i'll be strong enuf cause her ass was one big one.. then like my daddy was super shocked because of how i acted [he didn't see wad happened] and i am very intolerant over shit like this. like i rememeber this uncle took his table crap and put it on my table and i blew up at him.. but daddy make me clear his fucking shit :( pissed off.. :( all these pple can go and fuck themselves
Oh you know wad? 'I Kissed A Girl' by Kate Perry is fucking banned on sg radios -rolls eyes- wtf man seriously it's just a song.. balls.. yet another song tt's to be banned in sg radios.. well not tt i care or anyth but it's just one of the nice songs tt we are not gna be able to listen to on the radio.. haha sad.. okay tt's all i'm gna say
uh i'm suppose to be sleeping and scanning some shit fr mama but like yea i'm wasting my time typing on my blog which isnt productive and doesnt make amelia yong smarter and besides tt, there's nobody tt can do anyth bout anyth i type or say cause but the time they read it it'll be like a million seconds later and ya.. okay i'm being retarded. laters.
this shits fr you okay, see i blogged and ya.. so dont come complaining to me i never blog ah.. fr ur sake ah, you owe me ah :D
okayokay i'm studying bio:D wanna study with me? okay i know you secretly wanna so ya, here goes
MITOSIS- asexual reproduction [genetically identical offspring frm parent, no fusion of gametes]
- parent cell divides producing two daughter cells [with the same no. of chromosomes as parent cell]
MEIOSIS- sexual reproduction [fusion of two gametes to form a zygote, genetically dissimilar offsprings]
- parent cell divides to produce 4 daughter cells with haploid (23) no. of chromosomes [when fuses during fertilisation, diploid no. of chromosomes are restored.]
2 TYPES OF GAMETES[male(producemalegametes) and female(producefemalegametes)]
FLOWERING PLANTSanthers [pollen grains are produce: male gametes] and ovules [female gametes]
okayy and ya ima be selfish and not share with you:D muhahahah!
i swear i just wrote this super long post but the com ate it up so i'm gna do a very short one cause i'm super tired. :( anw today i had chinese oral exams and i had to be in school at 7.30am absolutely insane i would say and it deprived me of 5 hours of sleep. anw after ttt i went to tan and swim and now i'm burnt:( and then i studied fr a while then when to exercise and went out fr dinner. this old piece of shit pissed me off cause he took his junk and put it on my table and i had to clear it. so ya.. tt's all fr today in summary. sorry fr the super short postbut i really dont feel like posting anymore after it cheated my feeling:(
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
'you dont wanna stay forever being a loser who wait for that someone who will call you baby when shes in good mood maybe because of someone but call you a bitch when shes high.'
dont ask me why but i still love her the way she is. and all i ever do is think and turn everything to a point where i'm wrong in every stupid way and she's just plain right. and plus, to make myself feel like it's totally alright, i tell myself i need to forgive and forget. like it never happened and just whatever. and most of the nights i'll just spend my time being hurt by what she said and trying to swallow it down. but today, it was just written all over my face. i lost my appetite for dinner, and was practically sulking till i reached home. it's not worth my time to think about someone who couldn't care less how i feel, i know, but i just cant help it. i really wish i could but its not easy. and i don't care if she's gna read it because if she happens to read its not my fault and not like i'll know. rawr.
I hate people who like, try and hint stuff to you. Not because i don't get it or what but if you're like joking then it's totally fine. There's this dickhead who added me on msn and like try to get fresh with me and shit. He f***ing hell calls me hun', which is like EWWW! and, nah i just don't like it, so :S. Yea. And and he's like being such a dick asking me if i miss him and shit.. NO! Duh. Oh and he keeps hinting that he thinks i'm really pretty and cute and wanna date and shit. Just so WTF man. And he's a mat so i don't dig mats man. I'm so f***ing racist i know, who cares. :)
Anyways today i had training but i didn't exactly training. I ran 20 laps round the range and some burpies and just slacked the rest of the time :D Then we went to the putting green and had some putting com thingy. I like putting better than long game:) I got no idea why but i love it when the GOLF ball rolls into the hole. Haha. Oh and love is such a pain in the butt :(
I can't contact my sister and i don't know where the holy moly is she :(
Ok maybe she's at the basement somewhere doing something (for 2 hours?! not possible)
Or maybe her cell's dead (that doesn't happen often though)
Or maybe she gets unlucky and loses her phone (erm well maybe..)
Rawr I hope she's fine:(
I mean, i don't think she sucha dongdong to have anything happening to her right?
Probably she got school cause i remember her saying something bout school ending at night on a few days.
Anyway it's only 11.15 she should be on her way home or something already :)
Oh gosh it's been one week since school ended (am i right? oh gosh i always lose track of time during the hols) and i'm already missing people:( This is bad. So bad. Oh well, i guess i'll have to meet up with them during the hols and stuff. And oh, shit i forgot what i wanted to say:( Anyways i've been drinking so much tea these few days. I drink more tea than water man and i'm like peeing every 15 minutes :( Horrible. Oh and yesterday i was watching miami ink and there was this woman who wanted to tattoo a grilled cheese on the top of her boob. At first i was like, ' what the hell man. does she love grilled cheese so much that she gotta tattoo it on her body!?' And then i realise, the grilled cheese she brought to the shop had virgin mary's face on it! It was so cool. So Kat did it for her and it looked great (not on the lady's body but the tattoo looked great) Check it out. Coolios:) But the longer i look at it the more i wonder,' why did they say it's virgin mary?' I mean, it could be some other person who loved grilled cheese and died while this lady was making her grilled cheese for breakfast so that person put her face there ( i got such a good and creative mind:D ) Oh well, of course :) Well, i'm thinking of getting a tattoo myself:) I wanna get one like soon, the first one i'm going to get is going to be real small. Like a heart or a star or something. I know it's not going to do me good but.. i don't know why, i just want it. Rawr. Oh and Happy Depavali people:D Don't be racist man! Regardless of race language or religion :) PEACE! And free your mind!
i miss rika!! :( And i'm sleepy. I just got back from town, didn't do much though just walked around plaza sing for a while ate ice cream then left for home. I got tagged for this thingy where you have to tell people 10 things about yourself, that people don't know bout. So here goes:
1. I like beinging on my own when i'm walking home or during bus rides. I usually will have my earphones on and be in a world of my own. :)
2. I don't like sounds, lights or people around me in the morning. I'm usually very stoned in the morning and get annoyed VERY easily. Esp when i just woke up not long (morning as in 7-9 am).
3. I usually blast my itunes, dance and sing around the house when nobody's home :D
4. I am afraid of heights (that's why i live on the third floor) :)
5. Get frightened over dumb stuff :S
6. Prefers to write a chinese eesay than an english essay although i won't do very well for the chinese eesay :)
7. I can't live a day without my phone and my earpieces :(
8. I can sleep for one whole day and still feel tired after that (i'm sucha pig)
9. I'm kinda bored of staying single
10. I think zombies are sexy ;) hehe
Haha! There it is. Ok so now i tag Rika, Prissy, Delia and Shar :D
Oopsie i haven't blogged in like soooo long man, so i'll just write about four days in this one blog entry :D
Ok 31 Oct was Halloween. I when to school in the morning, then SUPPOSE to MEET RIKA AT THE BUSSTOP NEAR HER HOUSE. And guess what? I had to go up and look for her :( Stupid dongdong. So anyways i took the lift to her house and I stood outside her house. Then her hot mama saw me and asked me to go in. I graciously declined only to realise that RIKA just came out of the shower. #@*?. So fine I when into her house and sat on the sofa waiting for her. I fell asleep waiting for her man :( Not like i was tired or what but she took forever to get ready. Then we set off to my house so that i could get changed and eat then set off for gym. Darling RIKA was wearing a dress and made me wear a skirt :( So ok lor, i didn't mind. Ate at KFC and saw Jeremy (my golfing friend) and so happened that RIKA darling knows him:) Haha and they had some eye thingy going on and shit. Then we two BUMMERS ended up back at my house playing the computer :/ So much for going to the gym and working out for 2 hours. Then we watched Sleepy Hallow and went back home.
Next, 1st Nov. Met bee to catch to Barclay Open. That kuku girl ah, ask me to meet her at the alcohol section of giant and never specify what level :( So there she was, at the alcohol section on the basement and i was on the first level -_-
Amelia: Eh i'm here alr. Where are you? The alcohol section isn't very big. ( The level one section is damn small)
Bee: I'm there wad. it isn't very big you know.
Amelia: I'm on level one. What bout you?
Bee: Erm.. Good question... I think i'm at the basement.
Tell me how smart are we man? So this woman wanted to go Carls Junior to eat the beef chilli cheeze fries so we met there. I'm not very good at looking for stuff in vivo so i stood outside giant and was like, ' where's carls jnr? Should be on level 2 lah.' So i went up and i found my way! :D So yea we decided that we are too lazy to go and watch the Open so we bummed around the Sky park and stuff. Then we when to Daiso to get her mama the garden fence thingy. And my mama called, she thought bee was driving so ok lor my mama say she will pick me up at bee's house. So we got the fence thingy and decided to cab to her house. I was so tired i fell asleep in the cab. Considering the fact tt i woke up at 1.30 that day, i'm sucha pig. :( Then we reached white sands, hop off the cab and waited for her mama to pick us up. Then, pop! I appeared at her house. And i saw her dog hunter:) It didn't let me walk man, it was all over me. But it was a really nice dog:) Then she made me tea and we went to her room. Then we sat on the matteress-less bed. Then my mama came. So i went down to wear my shoe and i realise, MY TEA!! :( I only got to drink one sip:( Oh well, i'll just pop by another time i guess:( And then yea .. that's bout it :)
And yesterday i played a Charity game "Future of Medicine" to help the needy people and in total, they raised 6,000,000 over dollars:) Unfortunately the game was cancelled cause if two hours of delay :( It was so boring man, i should have asked my dada to go back to the club house man. So i slept in the buggy while my dada talked to the uncles.
eh..? that's how i'm feeling now. i was just about to talk bout school today but i can't really remember what happened :S except for the fact that a weirdo's gonna become my school principal :( she's been with us for less than 3 months and she's gna be the next principal, where's the sense in that? anyways i don't really care cause next yr's my last i only get ta see her if i'm really unlucky. oh rukshini came over to my place today for gym. rushini ain't the gym shit and after 20 minutes of a threadmill like thingy, she was sweating like she was in a 80 degree oven. She was dripping, literally. well that's a start for shedding pounds, everyone's gotta start somewhere. i'm tired and boring now:( my momma left me alone at home here. well i usually enjoy being on online but there's a time when it's 'online time'. when everyone's at the computer and there are so many people to talk to, things to do and so on. oh and yes, thee hoilday has arrived. i'm not exactly happy bout it but alright it's the hoildays ok. school's officially over (but i still gotta go back to school for the next two weeks, rawr) and i'm gonna miss my random rika, pretty prissy and dangerous delia. :( how sad. they make my school life rather interesting i have to say. and oh, i'm so gonna miss my form teacher. although she may strict with MY SCHOOL UNIFORM, she's really sweet and awesome. ohoh and i dropped a maths. i don't know why but i did:( i kinda like it actually, but i'm not the best at it. but i think i can still make it to jc right? i still can right? i'll just work really hard for my geog and bio and i think i'll be just fine:) well i feel that this school yr has been quite good, with people like jian huan, prissy, rika, delia and many other people, the click five among other things that i can't really remember :(
oh and of course HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELIA FRANCIS PNG it's tomorrow but i won't be seeing you so there it is:) you're 15 already!
I thought I took one step
I took two back
I'm not even close this time
And thats a fact
Today is a yummy day:)
We had assembly and 98.7 came to ours school to give out Click Five merchandise and we were already quite excited cause the muttons were popping by. And to our surprise The Click Five came to our school! Omg omg omg, i was so happy happy happy! Oh goshhy mama. And Kyle Patrick and Joey Zehr are so hot! Omg and i'm like dying there.. And then they left and we had maths revision (obviously i wasn't concentrating, i mean they were hot!) and then i was in dreamy mode man. And my friend got Joey's autograph and another friend of mine got photos of em'. Omg, i'm like high on alcohol and click five man. WOOTS! Oh and i am attempting to use myspace :D But i suck at the HTML thingy:( Nevermind, i guess i'll just look for sumone to help me:) I've got quite alot of stuff to write but i'm lazy:( i think i'll just skip it:) I'm way too happy already:) WAHAHA!
Lost without you, can't help myself. How does it feel; to know tt i love you baby.
Whee i haven't blogged in this blog for a long time and this is the first time in a long time since i've blogged! Well, it's quite unusual for me to blog often cause i'm a lazy bum bum, unless i got something to say but it's not like i got anything to say now so i'm just blogging for rika:) Actually i got stuff to say.. Yea i got stuff to say, ok, yea.
I'm not happy with my grades:( Ok this isn't a great topic to blog about cause it's like so annoying, but i have to blog about it. Why? I don't know i just feel like it. I am afraid i can't get promoted! Yes, I think i'm afraid. But i'm actually feeling kinda calm and weird. It's like i feel that i can get promoted. But my results don't prove that. So i'm feeling kinda.. mixed up. It's so retarded. Whatever.
Anyway, I went to compass point today with LiHui to grab a bite. It was raining when we left and then we yaya papaya-ly walked to compass and we were partially drenched and yea my shoe was wet:( It wasn't that bad, but bad enough to make me wet.
And now i'm sitting at home at the computer while my mama and her sisters (which is also my auntie) and her mama (which is my grandmama) are playing MAHJONG. MAHJONG MAHJONG MAHJONG. Sadly i don't know how to play:( But i'll learn it someday. Mahjong reminds me on those ah ma kinda jade and the loud cheena aunties. Ewww. So... chinese.
Y'know what? I feel like eating ruffles now:( It's like 160 calories:( And i'm not going for training later:( But i'm still gonna eat it :D HAHAHA! Oh it's cheddar and sour cream! Yummy.. I think i'm gonna blog later IF my dad doesn't use it:(
it doesn't seem right
to look you in the eye
let all the things you mean to me
tumblin' out my mouth
I think boyfriends who carry their girlfriend's handbag, it's so stupid
